i have issues. my kids love me but do not like me much. apparently im rude,overbearing,controlling,stress people out just to name a few.
i caught madison in a lie and the whole thing got turned around by both kids that if i wasnt all those things she wouldnt have had to lie. w.o.w.
apparently i didnt do a very good job of protecting her the first time around so now that she has a child i want to protect them both. apparently its called overbearing not protecting when you dont want ur daughter to stay overnite with a girl that has a child and is clearly an alcoholic and doesnt put her own child first let alone mine.
when she comes home from her dads she cant wait to leave there because he is ruled by his wife and she hates their household. well tonight she said she would rather live there. i must be b.a.d.
i hope i die later in life so hopefully my obituary will read some of the things i strive to be, like selfless with a big heart, loving, giving and honest because if i die soon im afraid what my kids will say.
apparently im not much of a friend either cuz its painfully obvious ive upset a friend and i must not be approachable because she never told me what i did.
so i guess in 2011 i have some things to work on.
3 comments:
Ok seriously now Shut the fuck up!! Madi is a foolish teen who got caught in a lie, that she turned it around to attack you and brought her brother in for support is cruel and selfish but how else can she justify her lie and her mistake!!
You are doing your best for Madi and her child, yes she is acting like an unruly teen BUT she knows deep down that she was wrong!! She also knows that you love her and Rylan and that's why her treatment of you is hurting so much.
Madi (and Chaz) have a lot of growing up to do and don't you dare go dieing before that girl has quit growing up because, she needs time to admit she was wrong and, apologise for her behaviour...
I know that are a damn good friend but, some people just don't communicate very well mkay...
So just you quit this pity party and I'll give you a big ole hug ((((KIMI))))
Love you hon hope you are getting some sleep
Number 1. The hardest thing in the world is to not be friends with our children. I watch Brit walk through the room and I want her to confide in me, gossip with me, tell me about the boys at school and the stupid teachers, instead I get asked for money, told very little about her friends at school and dumped on because we don't keep a stockpile of hot cheetos and chimoy (gross red Mexican sauce stuff). Number 2. Your know damn well those kids love you. You have created a happy home with a necessary balance of love and discipline. In the famous words on a good friend “Nuff Said!” Number 3. Doesn’t it suck that even as adults we have friendship drama? I’m a terrible friend, ignore people, push them away when I need them the most, hold in my feelings and fail to confide when I should, yet somehow I have an amazing group of people that surround me and put up with it. Friendship is like a fixer upper, when you put time and effort into it the rewards are powerful, when you neglect it the walls start to fall apart, but either way you always have something to return to.
Love ya Cowgirlie…feel better and try not to stress.
thank you girls sooo much!!
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